May 2012
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I don't understand why it's called heartbreak,...
I’m lost. The absence of him is everywhere I look. It’s like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. But In a way, I’m glad. The pain is the only reminder that it was real. Im scared. I’m not like a car you can fix up. I’m never gonna run right. He’s always going to be in my heart and the back of my head.
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Where do I go from here?
April 2012
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I just don't understand why he is hurting me like...
He deactivated his Facebook. That was the last little thing I had of him. It let me know he was okay, now I’m completely cut off from him. I’m just not okay. I can pretend long enough when I am around family but the second I am alone I break. I don’t even think he is aware how much he has hurt me. I just don’t understand why he would want to ruin such amazing thing as our...
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I guess New Moon wasnt the best movie to watch.
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There are absolutely no words
I cannot say how happy and proud I am for all of the amazing people in my life. No words can express how thankful to god I am that I have each and everyone one of you. Thank you. My friends and family have really been taking care of me and showering me with love and support. I love you all so much and it means the world to me that you have all been helping me put back the pieces of my life. Each...
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Secretly, I wish that ambulance I hear in the distance was coming for me. I haven’t eaten in 48 hours, not because I’m not hungry, but because I just can’t eat. I’m just not hungry. I know it’s not healthy but ive been puking what little is in my stomatch every night (not intentionally mind you). Just thinking of food makes me want to gag. But besides, that I’m...
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I guess rain is a good thing for a day like to...
It symbolizes a cleansing, a new start, that’s what I need. And the sting of it as it hits my face is a physical form of the pain I feel inside. But that pain lets me know that it was real. Just as the rain hitting my skin reminds me that I’m alive.
nerdblerrg asked: Oh, Sarah. I'm so sorry. I'm really, really sorry. But just because you broke up now, that doesn't mean that you won't possibly get back together later.
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Ouch
It’s over. I have never in my life been in so much emotional pain. I love him though and this is what he needs and I just can’t bare this… . I just want to die… . .
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I'm in so much pain, I just can't loose him.
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Fuck! Why am I such an introvert! Why can’t I just say what I mean and express myself in real time instead of hoarding my thought and letting them pile up until I’m over whelmed? Why can’t I just open up? Why can’t i articulate what’s going on I’m my head?
I just hate that I don’t talk as much as I should, people ask me what I want or how I feel or what...
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I haven’t been sleeping well since our last sleep over. I need you here, beside me. I can’t even function without you. I wish you weren’t so busy. Just please, I have to see you or I’ll go crazy.
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Things you sometimes forget
nerdblerrg:
sarahmeeks-itry:
So Rory died once. It was in surgery for three minutes. I used to call him a zombie and he would always threaten to eat my brains lol. And saying good night we would say: “good night, sleep tight, don’t eat me!” “only a nibble” Lol :) I can’t believe I forgot that for awhile
WHOVIANS!!!
Look at that first sentence. LOOK AT IT!!
My friends are The Ponds. THE...
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Things you sometimes forget
So Rory died once. It was in surgery for three minutes. I used to call him a zombie and he would always threaten to eat my brains lol. And saying good night we would say:
“good night, sleep tight, don’t eat me!”
“only a nibble”
Lol :) I can’t believe I forgot that for awhile
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He was here, now he’s gone, now I’m sad.
